Saturday, 29 June 2013
Not so fab week
So things were going great....I was having a lovely weekend last week..and feeling all fab with myself... then Sunday evening, I started to feel ill...(possibly it was just the fear of Monday)..
I used that as an excuse to stop exercising and watching what I eat...normally, food makes me feel better but this time, it wasn't working...I was eating my fave snacks without discretion, taking energy drinks and toxic concentrations of coffee, but nothing made me feel better...everyone noticed I was dull at work, my tummy ulcer which I'd had under control started acting up again, and i was an emotional wreck...
On Friday morning, after I said my prayers, I decided that I'd had enough of feeling down and out, I was tired of feeling sorry for myself.. I was like: so what if I closed late everyday of the week and had to wake up early everyday? so what if my tummy ulcer was getting worse again?? so what if no one appreciates my efforts at work?? That was no reason to keep eating all the junk I had given up on..so I got out of bed and decided to weigh myself...I was not surprised to see I had gained the 2 kg I had lost over the past couple weeks..
That was a major blow to my already fragile self esteem...but I was determined not to give up!!
I decided to exercise but since I wasn't up for jumping, I brought out my purple cutesy yoga mat and got busy... after 10 mins my arms and thighs were burning and yet I still managed to squeeze in 100 jumps...wow!!!
Afterwards, I took a cold shower, had breakfast (eggs, cheese and coffee) and I was ready for a great day...and a great day I had. I achieved so much at work and in a short time too!!! Did my ward rounds in a jiffy and closed early (before 12noon early!!!!!!) , got home had a short nap...(I do have a huge sleep debt that needs to be paid off soon) and when I woke up, I did my laundry and cleaned my room and bathroom (since this weekend I'll be on duty)...#feelinglikesuperwoman
The essence of this post folks is to emphasize the power of positive thinking....I know it sounds cliche but its true...who knows, maybe my week would not have been so crappy if I had maintained an uberfab outlook...I can't say for sure..but what I do know is that, when I decided to stop feeling like crap, things turned around for the better...I probably would have still closed later than usual everyday, but I would have felt great doing it..
I also learned that even though I felt ill I should not have stopped exercising entirely. I should have just toned it down a notch or two..because this beautiful body God has given me knows and wants what is good for it..and immediately I resumed exercising and eating healthier, I felt great and my energy levels shot up immediately (with the help of coffee of course #wink)
I hope I have inspired you to maintain a positive outlook this week and always..being called back to work..lols..in the meantime just keep being fab!!
P.s: took a break from the E.R to write this post and to wish my uncle and my bff happy birthday! (luv you guys)
Saturday, 22 June 2013
Easy peasy 10 minute salad
Friday, 21 June 2013
Pictures...finally
Wednesday, 12 June 2013
1st week enroute to Fabville
Wednesday, 5 June 2013
Baby steps
what do i mean by baby steps????
Im still a houseofficer (slave to humanity) which means my time doesn't belong to me and most days I spend between 10-12 hours in the hospital which leaves me tired ALL the time but all the same, this week, I decided to take two baby steps..
first step : Incorporate a little exercise into my already crazy routine!!! when I say little I mean little..I decided to start skipping in the mornings at least 100 times 5days a week..well I ended up jumping because I bought a pretty pink skipping rope and it turned out to be too short for me..lols so I just hold it in one hand and jump..I will continue to increase the number of jumps and maybe increase the days to everyday. I'm still researching all the benefits of skipping and it seems to be the perfect exercise..it even works on the abs and upper arms..I'm excited at the thought of toned abs and losing my flabby arm fat (christian mother arms)....hehehe..
So far 100 jumps a day hasn't left me sore so I'm not discouraged in fact I'm itching to add more jumps...but as I already said...baby steps!!!
Second step: eat fruits and or vegetables at least once daily!!this sounds pretty easy right?? wrong..since I eat commercial food three times daily its difficult to get veggies..I mean the dangers of eating an uncooked salad are real in theses areas where typhoid is endemic. so it means I have to buy my own veggies and wash in salt and vinegar before I can eat them and I just don't have the time!!! fruits are easier since I just wash and eat..so I do mostly bananas and apples since I can eat them with no cutting or preparation...I also came up with this idea to make really tiny salads with few ingredients and it seems to be working..I'll put up the recipe and pictures soon..baby steps ok!
So those are my first two baby steps..I'll be keeping in touch soon to write about how the first week went..hopefully I will still be standing..but if I fall...i'll just get back up again..after all its all about having fun for moi!
Monday, 3 June 2013
Preparing for my journey
Before the start of any journey there must be preparations...if the preparations are inadequate, the journey may end up a disaster..
I for one looooooove travelling but i hate packing and preparations so i think i know a thing or two about disasters..(i remember forgetting to pack underwear once because i packed hurriedly just a few hours before my trip..lols) but i digress..
The main issue is this i want my fab back and Im embarking on this journey to go get it back and before i start i need to prepare a few things especially my mind...
This journey is going to be full of ups and downs and i have to get ready for the downs..so that i don't give up all together...so i need determination
Secondly this journey to getting my fab back will take time..no shortcuts...I'm doing this the hard way that has been tried and tested...so i need patience
Thirdly i intend to have FUN... so i need to remember to always be chill...
I'm sure its about time i answered the obvious question of what i mean by getting my fab back:
Here's the thing...after i graduated medical school and started the torture called housejob, i sort of gave up on myself, i was always tired and stressed out...i started comfort eating at weird times of the day(and night) stopped hanging out and staying in touch with my friends (gave up on my blackberry) and almost became a recluse...and the worst part is that i blamed everything and everyone else for what and who i had become..i put on soo much weight about 20kg in less than 2 years (#shocked face) and i hated myself and everyone for what they did to me. Huh?????(crazy right?)
one day i realized i had had enough and i wanted the fun me back, the confident and outgoing fabulous diva in me wanted out..and that was how this blog was born..
i wanted to have a way of being accountable to both myself and my friends and family by documenting my goals and steps I'l be taking to get to those goals and that's the long summary of what i mean by getting my fab back..i am going to lose the extra kilos i piled on, I'm going to stop being unhappy, I'm going to get healthier from inside out, heck I'm going to grow out my hair, start caring for my nails, pray more often, learn how to bake...in short I'm going to do whatever it is i want to do to get the best version of Moi!